|
|
Saturday, April 24th, 2004
| |
2:16 pm - its been a long time
|
well i havent used lj in a very long time...i woke up this mornin and decided...i should use it...so here its is....
ive been thinkin alot lately on how much of a loser i am..its cool tho...i can deal with it....i also been thinking about all the people i miss...like all the milwaukee palyas..and detriot,and florida... i havent been up to milwaukee in a long ime...i wanna see everyone....i dont want to live the way i do anymore really...im sick of bein poor..and sick of not haveing a home...if any one has any suggetions...please let me know...or if you have a house i can stay at in the area....well i love all my friends...and i really hope that i am loved by them......there are people i wish to be on better terms with...there are people i wnna fuck....there are people i wanna get fucked up with....i want a change...
HELP ME MAKE IT.......PLEASE
ANY FRIENDS WHO READ THIS I WOULD APPRECIATE SOME REPLIES ON HOW TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER
|
|
(15 comments | comment on this)
|
| Monday, October 20th, 2003
| |
3:30 am - SHWAGADELIC
|
well things are shitty...but what ever..ive been in some sort of daze..a second world kinda..just wondering around,not knowing what im doing or what i will be doing...
problems
nomoney
nofamily
nohome
nomemory
norespect
nolife
what is the number for ....restoration????
lots o shwag...come getit
|
|
(7 comments | comment on this)
|
| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003
| |
5:20 pm - stupid crazy hoes
|
IF ANYONE IS WOUNDERING WHAT THIS IS ABOUT....THESE TWO STUPID SLUTS , AMBUSHED BRUCE ,TIED HIM UP AND CARVED SHIT IN HIS CHEST WITH A KNIFE...YES BRUCE FUCKED UP ...BUT HE DID NOT DESERVE THAT
FUCK YOU STUPID BITCHES,AND YOR FUCKING KENOSHA KILL CREW OR WHAT EVER..
AND THIS IS ALL TRUE
|
|
(7 comments | comment on this)
|
| Sunday, August 17th, 2003
| |
1:16 am - i am the biggest fuck up ever,and im a scum bag
|
so today i let myt heart out to a certian person who meaNT ALOT TO ME, AND TOLD THEM EVERY THING IVE LIED ABOUT, AND EVERY THING IVE DID THAT I WASNT SUPPOSE TO....AND AS I EXPECTED I AM NOW A DUMPED ,STUPID,FUCK UP, NOT TO METION SCUMBAG....IM SORRY I WASTED 2 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE AND IM SORRY I AM NOT TYE RIGHT BOY FER YOU...I DO LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ....YOU PROLY DONT BELIEVE ME BUT I DO...HAVE A NICE YEAR IN GERMANY ,I HOPE ITS FUN , AND I ALSO HOPE YOU FIND SOME ONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU SHOULD BE TREATED..YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME, AND YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE...AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEBER YOU...AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEBER THE GOOD TIMES...AND REMEBER YOU AS MY FIRST TRUE LOVE THAT I LOST...BECAUSE OF STUPIDITY...
I LOVE YOU
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Saturday, May 31st, 2003
| |
1:33 am - best show ever
|
|
i sooo sick it sucks, i been coughing all day...and drinking dayquill ...i went to adriells show to nite it was awsome , got to see HEWHOCURRUPTS for the second time in about 2 weeks, and they were fucking amazing, and i got a free shirt from them...oh and i also hung out with the three most beautiful gurls i know ... and they all loooked great tonite....thanks fer handleing merch ladies
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Wednesday, May 28th, 2003
| |
3:22 pm
|
|
so my life falls apart slowly ,and i dont know what to do, or how to feel i just sit , blank,thinking of what i should do , im soo lost, what should i do,what is best fer me, why do i feel like im beside my self looking at me.....its uncontrolable, im a zombie, nothing i do makes me happy or anyone else, i am just a burdon to the people i love.......and fuck my family , what kind of family disowns their son.
|
|
(6 comments | comment on this)
|
| Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
| |
1:48 am - blunted
|
|
| Sunday, May 4th, 2003
| |
2:38 pm
|
|
so im always tryin to figure out why people are soo stingy, its just like they want everything fer them selfs and they cant share even the slightest bit of any thing... but the most irritating is people that are bogus about their pot, well news flash kids, WEED IS FOR SHARING, and if you dont share ,you aint no real pothead, cause REALL POTHEADS know that your not supposed to be a tight wad about weed...specialy with people that are suppose to be your friends...... fuck all ya'll non sharin bitches...see if u get any of mines...you prolly will cause i know whats up...im for real and ya'll just some punk ass bitches...and im sorry that i didnt come to the show last night...
|
|
(8 comments | comment on this)
|
| Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
| |
9:19 pm
|
|
| Monday, April 28th, 2003
| |
1:11 am - handcuffstootight
|
|
so igot arrested for hop lifting, they got me on camera and followed me out...i stole two fucking luna bars and their acting like i robbed the fucking store...any how i go down to the station...the cops like "what we're you hungry or something"...duh you fucking pig why else wouldf i steal if i wasnt hungry...fucking bacon
|
|
(3 comments | comment on this)
|
| Sunday, April 27th, 2003
| |
4:03 am - sooo in love
|
i think i take everything for granted,like my girlfriend most of all, for some reason i dont relize how much she does for me..and cares for me...i just dont know how i miss it all. Im not the greatest boyfriend in the world but i have a big heart, and sometimes im a dick, but i can be a sweetheart most of the time,i just need some weed and im alll good... but any how i love you kristin and i hope you know it...im proud to be yo man baby...
ps im moving back to illinios soon ..me and bruce in his parents basment, all i have to say is food and clean...
|
|
(comment on this)
|
| Monday, April 21st, 2003
| |
2:53 pm - new boring life
|
|
so i havent posted in awhile ,and thats because there isnt much for me to write, my life at this point in time is very boring, i am poor ,hungry and i need a job, and i also need to look fer one, im so lazy in mil. it makes me feel like a loser, which i am becomimg, no job , no money ,no ambition,no family , no life........yep... so there is only 2 things that makes me wanna stay around this area in general, and that is my friends and my lovely girlfriend......other wise i would move away to some where warm and tropical. man everyone is lucky that i have friends and a g/f , or they wouldnt have the pleasure of knowing such a fucking fuck up like me....
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Saturday, April 5th, 2003
| |
6:39 pm
|
|
so im in florida ,justin,ryan,matt, and alex left and we stayed ,so we can hang out and go to this huge party...my friens\ds piss me off, i mean if half of us wanted to stay then all of us should have, i think its pretty dumb that they just left us, cause they didnt want to be in florida.......bitch ass motha fuckers.......any way i miss kristin and i cant wait to see her. this tour was fun but i think it failed at being great... but whatever, well i think well be back monday so ill see everyone then... i miss every one that is worth missing.....you know who you are......peace
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Sunday, March 30th, 2003
| |
2:11 pm - we wont give up that easy
|
|
so we're all excited after the first show, stoned ,and happy, i fall asleep ,wake up and we suck.... broken down in ohio.... we sat in the van for 10 hours or something, letting the suck soak into my head while every one else is sleeping the pain off,really sucked cause i just sat there feeling so shitty,by my self...i felt so over whelmed by every thing ,i was on the verge of cry,seriously crying all day, this tour is something ive been looking foward too,waiting for, for so long,and then to wake up and find out its over after only one show, crushed me...BUT we dont give up that easy, we are going to fish the rest of the tour we missed 2 shows but thats ok, the best shows have yet to come, i cant wait till we get down to florida , we are now taking two cars and we are all going,me ryan and chris too, so we will finish this tour and we will do what we planned to do , even if it kills us... we are the greatest group of people ,known to man kind... and we will over come any obstacles in our way.stupid van...
|
|
(5 comments | comment on this)
|
| Friday, March 28th, 2003
| |
9:03 am - oh yeah
|
|
We leave today as soon asd brian gets out of school, it is going to be a tight fit but its all good , we been in tight fits together before..........but i want all my friends that are staying here to know, i love them, and kristin I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH BABE, ill see you when i get back. wish us luck and if i die i leave all my stuff(nothing) to YOU...take care every one and remember me as the man of little words................because i didnt learn them all when i was a kid..
|
|
(3 comments | comment on this)
|
| Thursday, March 27th, 2003
| |
12:34 pm - were on our fucking way
|
|
so the day after today which will be ,uhhh friday, we will be on our way to start this fucking amazing tour, i feel so good because adriell pretty much bases every thing around me, i got a song , a shirt, flyers, and i get to come on tour, no ?'s asked. its gonna be great because we all are such good friends and i know that when we get back we will proly hate each other for like a day, but then you know what it will go back to the way it was.. and you know why that is ....cause we're boys. If we were girls proly only half of us would come back,due to the stopping in the middle of nowhere opening the van and throwing the bitch or what ever out by her hair... but no were boys.. so we'll make pissy faces say some shit we dont mean, puch a seat or something ,and then poof back to normal. shit i cant wait to get down to florida, HEY YOU FLORIDA ASSHOLES YOU HERE THAT... YOU GUYS BETTER HAVE BEER AND WEED WAITING FOR ME , OH AND A RED CARPET AS SOON AS WE PULL UP... i wanna see kegs motherfuckers,and joints the size of justins gerthy ass penis, cause we gonna get fucked up, shit.
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Monday, March 24th, 2003
| |
9:36 pm - i dont know what to do
|
|
sooo today i had a talk with kristins mom, and i told her that i really hated going to school, and one of the rules of living here is i have to go to school, i told her i proly wouldnt finish the semester,and that school was just too much stress in my life, plus the fact thta i dont do anything or wantto, so it pointless, and the only reason i go is to make kristin happy but truthfully im not happy,its not living with kristin that makes me un happy its having to go to school and the expectaions thta go with it, her mom said i shouldnt do something i dont want too, and that kristin would get over it,but she woont, and if i do ,do this not going to school thing i have to find a place to stay. this really sucks cause i have no where else togo, even mil. is kinda outta the ? cause the mustashe house is full, and im sure they dont want me around + the other million peopple that live tehre, so im kinda fucked maybe ill move to las vegas and drop every thing, i really dont know waht to do, should i stay or should i go, AM I COMING OR GOING... these things i do not know.. if anyone has suggestions orwill be nice enough to let me kick it at there crib, i would appreciate it, im a good house guest ,i pretty much do what ever im told too,and im getting a job...somehow... i need to get my feet on the ground cause it sucks being 20 stories up,and being scared of hights.. i need to do something tho..anyhow my life sucks, id like to thank all my friends for helpping me or justbeing there, thanks to everyone who came to my b-day show, and fuck any one who didnt know it was for me... but anyhow i love all my friends ,u are my family since ive been dissowned by mine...thank you..
|
|
(8 comments | comment on this)
|
| |
12:39 pm
|
|
so sat. went well my friends came they saw and theleft, but aron smoked me up and i went and got drunk in mil. wich was really boring... but what ever...sorry i didnt come with you instead kristin...peace..and fuck this stupid ass war
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
| |
4:37 pm
|
|
so yesterday was my birthday and it was nice, kristin took me out to dinner and then i hung out with some friends and got drizzy,everyone passed out so i drank by my self, pussy ass bitches,cnat handle their shit...and today is my b-day show at mikes, so that should be fun.....
|
|
(2 comments | comment on this)
|
| Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
| |
7:39 pm
|
|
so i live with kristin now,and its goin ok, i just have to to my home work before i can go play with my friends.....
|
|
(1 comment | comment on this)
|
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
loui_goat_fucke's journal